i was able to go to church and i am extremely happy for God answer my prayer though i could not stay for the sermon. i learnt alot today also x)) i know wads the meaning of spirit free. i dunno how i got the thought. it was really sudden larhx. i was like praising God and this phrase suddenly came into my mind. i know God implanted this into my mind. though i was rebellious towards Him. i counted all the things He blessed me IT WAS SO MUCH. too much to count x)).
He is awesome and This word*awesome* is to God alone only for its a word i want to say it for Him my special Father in my heart. Though many times i wanted to give up , was pulled down by super loads of things. But i am now okies x)). God implanted many people to give me support. might not be actions but equally touched x).
yes yes i shall not let anything pull me away from God anymore. Lord lead me to ur agenda thats all i pray for.
i want to have a closer r/s with U. i want to teach my disciple into ur agenda. i want them all rooted in u. in studies i want results to glorify u. in families i want to be a lamp to shine. in ministry i want to spent time with members.
i am scared for many backslided. maybe i don't show but i am scared. i hope that i can account myself to God. i want to love Him with my mind strength soul.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BARRY~! DUMBDUMB KOR xP 28/9/07
lao le takiiecares arrhx ahahs x))


long time since i updated? hahas issues are not a problem anymore x)) yes yes everything i wan to hand up to God x)). yes x)) exams and everything with God i have nothing to fear larhx x)) yes yes YAYNESS~!
people jia yous in mugging arrhx ahahs x))
oh ya EUGENE x)) HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TOO 24/9/07
lalalas ALL MY FRIENDS I LOVE U LARHX x))

THANKS ARRHX~! FOR LIE-ING TO ME AGAIN AND AGAIN U GOT ME TRICKED CAN! UR WORDS TOLD ME THAT U ARE WANTING TO BE COMMITTED OKIES THANKS ARRHX U GOT ME TICKED LARHX. YA I I AM SO NOT GOING TO BELIEVE ANYTHING THAT U SAY UNTIL U PROVE TO ME THAT YOU REALLY WANT TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER. I REGRETTED ASKING U TO FORGIVE *HIM* YES HE LED U INTO SO BAD SO NOT THE ONE I LIKE ANYMORE SO NOT THE CUTE ONE I KNEW. I JUST WANT TO SAY I PUT SO HIGH HOPES IN U YET U LIED TO ME. DO U NOE HOW TO SPELL THE WORD H-U-R-T? I WILL BE WAITING FOR THE DA WHERE U CRAWL BACK TO GOD URSELF I AM WEARY TO EVEN QUAN U LE x((

TOP 5 BIRTHDAY presents u wished for;
1.GET A CLOSER R/S WITH GOD x))
2.Get good grades.
3. friends and family to noe HIM~!
4. my dearest all safe.
5. a suprise that i do not know x))


the person who tagged you is; PEILIN~!

your relationship with him/her; MY friend x)) POKES~!

5 impresions you have of him/her;Sweet , caring. POKES~!, cute and fun loving.

the most memorable thing he/she has done for you; Pei me go cut hair ahahas LOLX

the most memorable words he/she has said to you;hmms hmms i dunno ahahs. she super QUIET~!

if he/she becomes your lover; erms hahas les les r/s? lolx

if he/she becomes your lover, things that need improvement; hmms now i just want spend time with her larhx hahs x)).

if he/she becomes your enemy; if the day will come, i dun call peishan hahas

if he/she becomes your enemy, what will be the reason; too dear to me already hahs x))

the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is; HER BIRTHDAY PRESENT =x

your overall impression of him/her is; sweet and dear x))

how you think ppl around you will feel about you; erms anything they like, hahas ture friends noes me BEST x))

the characteristic you love about yourself is; God created me this way ahahas so i love the character when, i am like God x))

the characteristic you hate about yourself is; like to procrastinate x=

the most ideal person i want to be is; LIKE GOD~! yes yes Christ-likeness

for ppl that care&like you, say something to them; my dearest, u all a always a part of me and it will never change thanks for accepting me. i love you guys x))

pass this quiz to 10ppl that you wish to know how they feel about you;
(1)Derek =.='''
(2)Julia
(3)shermin
(4)huiwen
(5)deborah
(6)mabel
(7)Barry
(8)Jia hao
(9)roger
(10)Jaqueline Ng

who is no6 having a relationship with?; with me LOLX =.='''. she is single.

is no9 a male or female?;Male/female, i dunno LOLX so confusing for this case xP

if no7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?;Hmms they dun even noe each other ahahs LOls.

what is no2 studying?;nursing hahas

when was the last time you had a chat with no3?):4 hours or s hours ago hahs.

what kind of music does no8 like?; ehs i dunno hahas but he like, like Christian music x))

does no1 have any siblings?;Yupps.

will you woo no3?; she my heart heat le x))

how about no7?): Nope. hahs my kor lehx hahs x))

is no4 single?; yupps

whats the surname of no5? LOO~!

the hobby of no4?; sleep larhx ahahs P-I-G

do no5 and no9 get along well?; used too but now no hahs.

where is no2 studying at?; ngee ann poly

say something casual about no1;pig and likes to crap and HE SWEATS.

have you tried developing feelings for no8?; LOLS no.

where does no9 live?; Bukit batok.

what colour does no10 like?; hmms i dunno hahas . seems all colour also ok hahs.

are no5 and no1 best friends?; no hahs. but good friends hahas.

does no7 like no2?;they like dunno each other.

how did you know no2?; GG? hahs

does no1 have any pets?; HE HIMSELF IS ALREADY

is no7 the sexiest person in the world?; ERTS~!!!!! ....

since i while i updated hahs. busy mugging =x.
Its like as if i saw u and i felt super bad. yes super bad. julia! thanks for reminding me and i knew that was what i had to do. i focus-ed yes. God u take my life and lead it Lord i am tired and weary already. JULIA! lets go out soon hahs x)) i 27th October fang le hahas. yes yes yes hehs. <3 jacqueline and deon too x)) of cause a retards too x)). *loves~!
i was thinking of i did something wrong.
i was thinking how to amend mt mistake
my heart says do it my actions don't tally
it's hard okies. for we don't have the relationship.
i will try but no promise BUT WITH GOD SURE CAN~~!!!
and please don't out cast urself yes we love you.
yes we love u come back to us,
we open with arms right up.
and change ur attitude if u expect people to treat u how,
it is simple logic yes. wad u want people to treat u , treat them first
wad kind of attitude u give ppl, u get back wad.
wad u reap depends on wad u sow and ur effort.
but yes we still love u.
don't mind the little differences we are still one body of Christ.

LORD i want to obey YOU king of king
you are the one that i know i can trust
though it might be hard to forget
i know Lord You will help me
i trust in You Lord to make me forget
lead me take me and use me Lord
make my life just for You Lord
no one will matter but only You Lord
i want to forget so as to stand strong in You
i want to forget so that it will not be my strong hold
I will follow You Lord
king of king
the only want who genuinely cares for me
I will be Yours forever
lead me use me take me
i love You Lord

RAHHHS~! julia~! i still miss him LOLX ahahas x)) yupps yupps i WANNA TELL THW WHOLE WORLD!!!! that LORD U CHANGE MY MOURNING INTO DANCING AND SORROWS INTO JOY~!!! yes amen amen ahahs i am like addicted to this song but i dun have it ahahs who is so kind hearted to send me? ahahs x)) *loves~! pastor daniel sermon so nice larhx ahahas i put to my mp3 and was so impacted x)) yes yes although is serviceone de ahahs. <3 i love GOD mani mani~!! hehehs~!
i think i wasted today le x(( but i shall cherish the following days ya ya x)) lalala...

Okies today i really experience God he spoke everything that He morning spoke to me again He is emphasizing hahas yes yes GOD i know wad to do ahahas. never will i take the wrong step again x)). THANK YOU LORD<3
God let my focus each week to go to church is for U x)). & boy u are slowly kicked out of my mind I PROMISE LORD to forget u x)) yes & i must. hehes i will obey u oh GOD julia JIA YOUS tgt hehs *LOVES~! thanks for being there when i needed someone to comfort x)). Today i cried ahahas, my brother~! hahs Jean thanks for the concern hehs so touched when u just held my hand that was enough. AND SHERM~! thanks for the attempt yes yes thanks i know u are trying hahas. my mood was bad when u jumped to me hahs but heys thanks aload okies u are my dearest sweetheart hehes~! deborah we are missing u ~! hehes~! jacquelinechang u are missed.
i love u people larhx all zealotian hehes !! u guys are a part of me hehes~! IMPORTANT PART!!! derek ahahs my crapper hehes~! chat on phone, GAY BOY x)) same like leonard =x
OH YARHX leonard HAPPY BIRTHDAY boy u are LOVED by zealot 2 yea <3
lalalalalalala~! be happy and smile boy NO MORE EMO okies <3
sleepy already eyes are closing ahahs. LORD I LOVE U LOADS <3

i was thinking and i wanted dreadfully to turn emo again hahs NO NO cannot x)) thats why see the cheerful me x)) i can be crazy and i can be hyper i can be mean i can be good yes we all have a decision to make yes to be good or be bad i chose to be a good child whees~! hahas yes a good child thats all that i want to be hehs~! yupps i want to be a faithful servant of God. and u shoo out of my mind i want to forget u yes yes OUT shoo~! hehs~! i can do it with God's help whees~! hehs~!
i hate bias people!!!!! lalala no offense larhx hahas but i really dun like it so if i don't like it i wun one to become one yes i want to be FAIR whees~! just like GOD who is justice hahs yea yea I LOVE YOU GOD~! lalala i am just being random ahahs <3

ahahas x)) I LOVE GOD MORE AND MORE EACH DAY X)) LET ME EXPERINCE U MORE MORE LORD <3

I LOVE YOU~! GOD hehes~! guess wad, i was like randomly pressing and playing with the internet explore which i RARELY use, i type www. then i type "d" randomly hahs and guess wad, a link came out hahas julia say was last time at Qin Ching blog hahs but i NEVER remember seeing it before until i type randomly yes! yes~! God spoke to me larhx: peiishanx trust in Me fully, look at the full picture not just the surface. and pray to me for i will answer your prayers yes yes I WILL x)) thank you LORD. i know that you know what i am going through now i hand it all up to U yes yes to You hehes~! holidays pass so soon i want to spend appeal time with u oh Lord <3 oh ya the link:http://www.donghaeng.net/english/love/love.swf yes yes look look hahas let GOD speak to You too yes yes HE loves you dearly x)) <3 i love Him x))

HOW MANY TIMES DO WE HAVE TO BREAK GOD'S HEART?! HOW MANY TIMES DO U WANT TO CRUCIFY GOD AND AGAIN? WAKE UP LARHX! why should God die again and again for you? why should you break His heart again and again, repent to Him, walk up larhx. hurting Him again and again BUT yet He still awaits for our return, He can hack care us de u noe? but why must He always wait, is do that we can be saved and be with Him eternally. HE LOVES US SO MUCH larhx!!!! take a look at this video:
Julia send me and i cried looking at it
are u that cruel to hurt Him again and again are u that naive and treat everything for granted? PLEASE wake up larhx HE LOVES US JESUS LOVES US x)) My comfort from God and i want to share! is that when God is for us who can be against us. if the world condemned me whom shall i fear for the LORD MY GOD is with me <3

I MISS U DEARLY~! hahs wad to do? i dunno lehx i feel so lost w/o you it was'nt like this before, not once at all but why now? why i miss u so alot? i dunno i feel so lost now. listening to music and i will lead it to u rahhx WEIRD i dun want to miss you anymore SHOO my life is for GOD de~!



my handphone is officially spoil hahs tomo i go repair with my sweet heart shermin <3>then will go out with my JU-LI-A tomo night hahs most probably i want to cut my hair hahs looks so diao larhx. hahs so curl lo hahs rahhs my eyes are closing hahs. dun need to say sure small de like it always was hahas. rahhs i like very pig lo hahs sleep from 5.30-8.30 then still tired hahs i wanted to pia at night but hahas tiredness overwhelm me and i have to sleep or tomo tuition i will sleep larhx, hahas

God take him out of my mind~!!!!!! rahhs!!!!!!

today when to tuition hehs its boring hahas mabye too early larhx. all come it when out ahahs. but i must study about it le. hmms time just flies larhx. tomo is thurs more then half of my holidays and i am still missing you i love you but i want to forget you hurhur


TUITION IS GREAT THANKS FOR TEACHING me julia, joanne, ubeng, sabrina,xuele, shermin, hahas u all are loved <3>
I MISS CHALET WITH U GUYS~! huiwen shermin janis jingyi mabel deborah roger bingchen <3

I am preparing to go out soon. hahas i have remedial today. after remedial i have two tuitions hahas. chiong here and there. not nice at all hahas but for grades and GOD it's worth the tiredness. at most i sleep earlier hahas. i am offically a pig larhx. hahas yes i need to sleep at least 9 or more larhx. if not u see my face is -.-(huhs) hahas ya so dun awaken me from MY SLEEP ahahs. okies i am being super duper lame here.
i now learning to post in paragraphs hahs so that the boss, derek can read easier though he always dun tag ahahs. i lost my interest in photoshop already hahas. waste my time de. hahas but if there are nice pictures i will. hohohs. i miss my primary school friends TONS AND TONS~! hahas saw them and now i miss them larhx. hahas x)) i want to go and see stars lehx. CHALET~! hahas. i wonder where will yi camp be held. are there alot of stars??? can see shooting star? LOLX. i think alot? hahas but i want see!!! hahas. so long for now, i will update tonight GOD let this day i do things to glorify, You let me experience You today mightily.

today when to tuition. it was fun larhx hahas. i had a great time with fellowshipping. I then found out alex super lame larhx! professor =.=''' el like .... and say its good arrhx hahas x)) what small boat over turn over then moral is that people got killed LOL. lame larhx. phpps de senior so dui our school lian larhx . joanne,qinching,julia,AHbeng thanks alot for teaching us and tolerating our nonsense today larhx<3. i and julia was like stuck at the psle Q.*hidesface* hahs but at least we tired okies~! hahas. jacqueline was cute larhx. hahas leo and yijie too larhx hahas. shermin and natalie u lose alot of fun larhx. hahas and studied alot too larhx hahas i know alot more things hahs lalala GOD all i want is to glorify You larhx. i saw the place where jean and dru had their cellgroup! hahas big big yes big hahas jean jean still got aircon larhx hahas. lalala oh yarhx my quiet time i will update soon x)) sorry i am officially a pig hahas

i changed my url le!!!!
i love you dearly i miss u dearly!!! i shall post agn tomo i am tired larhx hahas sorry
PEIISHANX *LOVES~! BELOVED

Guys u noe wad, JEAN JEAN BIRTHDAY same as my spiritual birthday x)) super qiao larhx x)) yays ahhas x)) hope she will stay sweet always and have lotza fun!!! i super love her larhx x)) hees~ TAKIIECARES!~<<3
hellos x)) hehes~
hurray today my spiritual birthday x)) the day i get to noe GOD once agn ,the day i get back to HIM, the day i noe ZEALOT~! hees~ as i look back, one year passed... so fast right? hahs alot of memories good, bad ,hyper everything hahas x)) its like i really learn to love cell group and learn to love GOD more~ and get to noe alot of beloved people in church they are sooo sweet hahas x)) exp zealot2~! heees~ my beloved cell group. wen i think of this, i think of shermin= the gal standing there for me always and we been through alot of things together,bad,good, happy ,sad yuppx i thank u girl<3
then derek= cell group leader xD was there for me too x)) i noe that i can trust on him to give me advise and even talk to thanks uncle durian x)) sabrina= ahhh!! my sweet discipler hahas thanks for bs x)) it was really great k x)) thx for pushing out time for me x)) i noe u are very busy cause alot of project to chiong. xie xie <3
deborah=deb dear arrhx x)) u are so caring larhx <<3 hees~! continue to stay faithful k <3 u girl leonard=my beloved xiiao di <3 thanks for everything yuppx u are such a good brother x)) continue to jia you tgt x)) <<3 hees~ core grp!! hehes wenghong,weekiat,edward,alvinng,jacng,jacchang,nat,yijie,= all of u have a special position in my heart and it will not be replaced<<3 lets all continue to even dive in to love and to be a living testimony to people x)) and be radical for GOD always searching for a opportunity to glorify GOD hehes~ yuppx guys/gals!!! i love u x))
yays x)) thank u ppl for being part of my memory but inoe we tgt will have even more!! hehees~!yuppx i love u guys <<3 and of cause i still love huiwen,mabel,angel,janis,jingyi,jiamin and friends x)) hees~
ppl lets jia you for GOD!!!! x))

PEISHAN

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