♥' Thursday, November 29, 2007
boos back x)).
had alot of fun work & playing & going out.
mission trippers JIAYOUS
i just hope time can stop. and rewind to the past in japan.
the times sooo great.
okies its over.
but i am down. i need entertainment or my mind will think about unhappy stuffs
when i go out, i hope to see you.
i look into the crowds just hoping to see ur face.
my friends, i miss you. x))
Blogged @ 10:47 PM
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fang dao suo
說穿了不是什麼大事情
說穿了不過自己去看電影
說穿了只是睡醒看不到你
你放心離去 我不要緊
為什麼莫名有種矛盾的情緒
給了你祝福又盼望你回心轉意
他給的幸福你從笑容就能說明
我還憑什麼關心 怎麼你不抗拒
感情沒有防盜鎖 愛走不到盡頭
不後悔付出過各自回家的路試著不再難過
變得成熟 是我能安慰自己唯一的收穫
就離開我 別回過頭不要用從前看以後
我猜是我的錯 愛怎麼被偷走
那只是個感受如果離開是愛你最後的承諾
多年以後 偶爾記得那瘋狂不成熟的我
不說穿了不要結果
為什麼莫名有種矛盾的情緒
給了你祝福又盼望你回心轉意
他給的幸福你從笑容就能說明
我還憑什麼關心 怎麼你不抗拒
感情沒有防盜鎖 愛走不到盡頭
不後悔付出過各自回家的路試著不再難過
變得成熟 是我能安慰自己唯一的收穫
就離開我 別回過頭不要用從前看以後
我猜是我的錯 愛怎麼被偷走
那只是個感受如果離開是愛你最後的承諾
多年以後 偶爾記得那瘋狂不成熟的我
不說穿了不要結果
不偽裝了我的難過
Blogged @ 10:45 PM
♥' Saturday, November 24, 2007
changed x)) everything changed x). i am a happy kid now. i change my priority to Him. the before & after are totally different. x)) i guess i can slowly forget you. time i need it. breaking down dun help. i thought over it. i want to tell you. I LOVE YOU. Lord thank you for everything. nothing can be compared to you. you have a high place. but, boy i push u low & down. above my family yahs. slowly bahx.
Blogged @ 9:15 AM
♥' Friday, November 23, 2007
Jurong, i went there 2 day three different places. JE,JP(nt sure x)),IMM. & disappointments again & again.
girl, i cant cope myslef aready why can't u be independent. i already want to break down already. i myself can't take it anymore. why are u just keep adding to my problems.my smiles are turning fake.
why cant i be back in Japan where times are just so nice & happy. i could just sit & admire. now, walls is all i see. i go out often also to hope to see.if i could find back. but, i am just here in Singapore. I HATE IT.
Blogged @ 8:40 AM
♥' Tuesday, November 20, 2007
i really miss live in Japan. so many things that i just can't let go. i hope to be able to see them even in S'pore. cause here say big. not big. say small, not small.
will i be able to see him? will i be able to see her. will i be able to see them again in my live?? i miss them. i want to see them. Japan Japan. Peishan Peishan Peishan Peishan Peishan misses you alot.
the memories & the services & the cute stuffs. how can i even ever forget all those memories.you may say i sot. but if u really do go, u also will sot diao lo. i love them i want to see them & all the memories.
used to see them everyday. now, i onli see myself. i cried. when i saw my friends in s'pore for i know that i really return & all seemed liked a dream to me. i miss them real dearly.
Peishan will be fine just give her time x). nv will her be sad*twist*.
Blogged @ 10:09 PM
♥' Monday, November 19, 2007
Peishan
peishan
peishan
peishan
peishan
peishan
JAPAN TRIP WAS FUN FUN & I WANT TO BE BACK IN THE PAST. 12-18nov. the memories i miss you.video taking was fun fun x)). misses
Blogged @ 8:07 PM
♥' Sunday, November 18, 2007
Heys my dear friends, i am back. hehs good or bad i dun care. but i really wish to stay there somemore. there have sooo many memories.
i hope that i could stay with my tour friends, they are super duper cute la & alot of lil children hehs. i love them loads la. hahas peishan hao happy ar, hahas. then took videos. hehs yupps misses! then had loads of fun.
but by lil things la SOOO EX LO THERE. but i bought my muji pen. onli 1 dollars la so an buy, hahas.their service is VERY GOOD compared to here.
their air is super fresh. Sherm, go there le you will like me dun want to come back sing de. hahas onli that they are budddist then rest okies la.
they all hen sweet & friendly. their sec sch uniform IS NICE! so shuai & chio. hhas mabel u go u also will like me siao liao hahs.then food is salty alite bit. but also nice la. i now crave for chicken rice HAHS.
then i later going to see BABY haahs. JAPAN I MISS YOU> MISS YU IS RIGHT!!! hahas, & i bought the pokky u bought, hahs.! update tomo agn x)). i miss you! my friends i miss you, the video taker. i miss everythings x)) an an,anqi, weijie, samantha&amanda!CUTE!!!! KEITH&NICOLE!!!! CUTE!!! the classic phrase: ni chou chou. no shi ni chou chou. bushi, is da bo chou chou, ah ma chou chou. NICOLE, WO MEN Tou chou chou! cute la!&HESS~! also update soon! x))
Blogged @ 6:31 PM
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Reply of tags hahas. OH OH OH u all are just soooo sweet x))
JEK: WAAAAAA, JAPAN! HAHA, IM GOING TO HK! :D :D enjoy your trip! (:
Peiishanx: hahs thats a place i want to go too larhx haahas. yupps u enjoy too okies!
wee kiat: oh thankyou.
Peiishanx: hahas welcome x) hope u had fun on sat x))
Meowsh!: lol.u noe u at everyone de taggy board say until u going and nver return liao =x >< sounds weird na lol =D
Peiishanx: how i wish i dun have to be back how i wish i was a japanese. hhas there SOOOO good larhx.
ANNABEL !!: HELLO PEISHAN . TAGGED :D
Peiishanx:hahas okies will tagg back x))
JULIA: woooooooooooo.
Peiishanx:lols hahas
debbie: relink me cousin! thank you !
Peiishanx:sure my dear cousin!
hazel: haha. japan ahhh so niceee. i wan. bring me put me inside yr bags HAHA!
Peiishanx: hhas yes yes yes there is nice lo.
janis: heyhey!! have a fun trip : )
Peiishanx:i had fun.hahas!
Shermin: fast fast return :D i miss u lar );
Peiishanx:fun fun u MUSSSSSST GGGOOOOO
geraldine: hello senior! Heys enjoy yr trip to JAPNA ! <33!
Peiishanx:i did,my junior.
huiwen: every1's w8ting for u to return la cos thy want ur presnt except 4 me, LOL. haha.spam u while u'r not arnd (:nxt yr we not in te same class le l: tkcr & dun 4gt me.if u 4gt me i leak out ur bu neng shuo de secret. haha ;D
Peiishanx: hahas lol lols x)) i wun forget u de lo hahas./
mabel: shan shan! weets, you're comin bck tml alrdy yeahh ((:huiwen! she gt whad bu neng shuo de mimi ! we mus share , cannot b sell fish :x& PEISHAN , WE'RE NT IN SAME CLS NXT YR EITHER . YOU BETTER DONT FORGET MEE HOR :D
Peiishanx: hahs no secret la! hahas yays same class hahas. how to forget hhas.
JIA KA LI: ZHUZHU! peishan is coming back to singapore today!!! woots!
Peiishanx: my dearest, i missed u hhas.
derek: peishannnnnnn!! BACK LE MAAAAAAANow having 3 lil Girls to takecare! Jas&Jac&Deon<3 <-- i love this part ^_^
Peiishanx: lols hahas x)) THERE HEN FUN!
Blogged @ 6:10 PM
♥' Sunday, November 11, 2007
heys my darlings! i am going to Japan soon already! i will miss you all larhx x((
hahas takiiecares okies. love you guys! yeas THE ANA AIRLINES~! WAHAHAS.
GOd blessed me so many things that i can not use my toes hands to even count. yeas hahs JEAN DARLING EAT MORE HAHS!DRU> I ASK LE WAHAHAHS. Derek> GET WELL SOON!Jac chang> smile more Jasmine> ILY hahs smiles~! JY> HE IS NOTHING! i think no more events happening le? hahas yupps PPL ILY.OH YA WEEKIAT> HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! BEN NG> HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! AH GONG HEHS TAKIIECARES~
Blogged @ 7:57 AM
♥' Friday, November 9, 2007
The world the disappointment. thats what i been through this whole week? i do not know. God. somethings i felt so weary in my live but yet u said. Peishan, U are almost there, you really want to give up?? just a few more steps, Take MY burden its light. continue my girl a few more steps, u may not see but, i am here, yes here with you, let me lead you. lead on lead on. don;t give up. lead on lead on! God, its hard!!! but i chose to take the burden u are giving me & the yoke with u. It maybe though. but i would!
HOW to love my family How to glorify You? SO hard! i want too. i want too. i want too. its hard my God. PLEASE be by my side I need You. i can't live without You. I can't leave You My Lord,i want You. i am weak but You are strong. i am Your total opposite but i walking slowly towards You. just like a Father waiting for me to learn my steps & waiting for me at a guideline. But yet when i fall, You run over to hold me. You run over to put me in Your arms. Not wanting me to try to walk again but for my good You will have to let me try again & set the guide line again until i reach it, You applause,You credit me. Yes Lord a picture that You shown me on a day that i wept a day i went to find my quiet moment with You.
Okies testimony time HAPPY? LOLX
okies this thurs i had members track. My mama was like Hey my girl dun go la , u go overseas need this, need that. need go & buy. Thurs go pei me!
i was like No la ma i got church. i want go.
She said: CHURCH CHURCH CHURCH. huh! sat ask u go out no time, then u now even thurs also dun want go out with me!
I said: sorry la ma. But i want go.
she was like: see if i can get ur stuffs today then say!
Then i got my stuffs before thurs YEAS~!! then i could go yeas! & my mama was like not even angry larhs PRAISE HIM!!!
Thurs!
i manage to share my testimony in front of those that came. HAHS. yupps God gave me courage! He told me to make the first step to encourage my cell members. I was like! HUHS! okies i will obey but i still procrastinated. but ya i did! hehs i was like trembling when i return the mic HAHS! JEAN WAS SWEEET!!! SWEET!!!!! SWEEET!!!!!
yes! hahas <3 i love her many many larhx! okies okies my cell group cheered for me too x)). EXP LEONARD ONG CHEE YON if i not wrong hahas. scream like no tomorrow. BLEHX
&&&&&&& i get to go to youth impact camp!
HOHOS~! & its signed already.! shall pia & earn $$ for it hehs *loves~!
Blogged @ 7:20 AM
♥' Saturday, November 3, 2007
Its glad to see u girls growing faithfully in the Lord, it touches me so much. Keep up & lets grow tgt x)). Girl(jasmine)u are so diff from wad i expected larhx x)). promise me how hard this walk with God may be, walk & stand firm yes jac & u help each other okies. x)) being a discipler just has her worries. hahas.
God, to obey You for with YOu all thing are not impossible facing the giant is just soooo soooo much of a comfort to me that how mighty You work in each and every single of our lives. yes I WILL CHOSE TO PREPARE FOR THE RAIN x)).my very special Zealot2 with special memories. x)) This world has nothing but disappointment but Lord i will trust & do whatever You say. TELL U, BEING A DISCIPLER IS JUST SO GREAT x)) exp seeing u girls grow x)). To glorify Him thats wad is the thing i am living for. things in this world is just toooo minor for me compared to HIM!
Blogged @ 10:14 AM
♥' Friday, November 2, 2007
Wen wen arrhx touched?? hahas tis part can le la hohs?
1. The person who tagged you is? HUIWEN<3
2. Your relationship with him/her is?MY PAPA MY BESTIE RETARDS MEMBER
3. Your 5 impressions of her? SIAO!LAME!SWEET!SUPER LOVABLE!CTUE!
4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?Being by my side even when the whole world crashes infront of me How mush more touchin can it be x)).
5. The most memorable words he/she has said to you? ehhs also alot hahas
6. If he/she become your lover, you will? WAA cannot la she my papa lehx how can? hahs.
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?ehs i also dunno, she like no temper one hahas she is a goody girl le x))
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will? NAH impossible!
9. If he/she will become your enemy ,the reason is? my attitude? hehs x))
10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is? to celebrate special days or even her birthday with her x))
11. Your overall impression of him/her is? nv havin temper & always siao & cheerful my beloved<3
12. How you think people around you think about you? siao & talkative bahx hahas.
13. The character you like most about yourself is?ehs i dunno lehx hohos
14. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?i hate my attitude yes totally HOHOS.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?just to be a preson that follows God heart beat x)).
Blogged @ 11:20 AM