♥' Friday, March 28, 2008
I am happy. Not with life but because i have Him. i want to be contented with things He blessed me with. x) that includes friends. UHUH!! Friends are imp to me! x)
Deb and sherm and joel Tomo jia you ahh!!! x)
Peishan always support band de lahh hahas. I suddenly mss Japan sooo much. maybe i want to hide frm studies hahas. and no kidding their food are super nice lahh ahhas.
i dunno if i hurt anybody in things that i do. But if i really do, i rather you tell me then i know it myself. i am a super sensitive girl i must say.
i get angry and jealous super easily. now, i want to change and i am in the path of doing so. and i really have test that God sets that makes me want to RAHHS go crazy. But i know i can preservere. i like hen jiu never have fun already. haix.
i want to go somewhere where people can't find me and i off my handphone for a day and spend timewith Him but, it seems super hard ehhs? this is a hetic life. God u lead me.
My legs are super aching sue to walking 1 and half an hour for buying my brother stuffs, rahhs.
deb, one day go eat sakae lehhh two people eat. HAHas that time was great lahh hahs. Sherm, faster sick lehh go polyclinc tgt hahas! angel> must drin water arr eat so manypeanut. Huiwen. shop tgt one day! mabel>holidays go out arrh x)crystal and Fong> tomo flag day jia you! x)
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♥' Monday, March 24, 2008
When sorries are said too many time, wads the use? so i guess sorries are precious. If i am not in fault, i won say this word ever again anymore. With responsible and with love x) i want to do wad i am suppose to do. nv do i want to hurt my friend's heart ever again. i think i am fortunate to have so much besties around me. exp GOD. deb, mabel, shermin, angel, huiwen, janis, Jy , Crystal wad else an i ever ask for? just to treasure them well forever.
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♥' Friday, March 21, 2008
As i walked down those streets that i walk pass, i think of many things that i just don't want creations of God to slip pass my eyes.I know i have a supporter behind me. friends may leave me. But on quiet and lonely moments, i know i have a support behind me. People may betray nor will i even guess their hearts. I dun want to waste my time anymore. hohos. I went to enrollment service today with shermin. then i saw many people not know Him yet. It breaks my heart.i want my friends and family to know Him one day. that day maybe long but i know if i trust in Him all things are possible. x)
i too want to thank God for such beloved friends around me. x) Thank you Lord they made my days sweet. i hope to be a girl that can do the right thing and be a living testimony. Lord, i love you forever. let our first love always last! x) 我得最爱的人我永远爱你只有你可以占有我的心，耶书阿那就是你！
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♥' Friday, March 7, 2008
EHEHEHEHEHEHEH
i am back hahas
sorry lahh lazy i think for like 2 weeks nv online already lahh ahahs.
sorry i was sick for a week too lahh ahahs.
Holidays are here but somehow i find no joy already lahh
super packed lahh! haix i hate sec 3 life lahh. *cries*
deb, they still small lahh hahas despo kia wad.
A commitment i want to commit
that is to love Him more for He love me so much.
i know that i was wrong that i talk back to my mama lahh. but who can stand it?
haix.maybe sorries should not be said?? i dunno anymore. Lord renew me will You? i feel so useless You know? haiz i feel like crying lahh! ;( , anyways
i know You will not forsake me for You promosed me Yourself and i trust in You just like the bus incident x) *loves!!!
Bus incident
My 55cent gone missing when my bus was about to came. and the amazing part is that i put it in my hands and it was gone without a sound~ i lookied for it and all i found was 25cent that was in my wallet which i brought for in case. It got me super panicked lahh and i prayed and He say just tap your card. but i was huh!~ card no money lahh! how too? later uncle kick me out hahas. so i hesitated and when i was ready too, the bus left lahh hahas then He told me that when You lose a chance to glorify me or lose a chance to do wad i tell you too, you will have to wait for another one and i found a 20cent on the floor so i thought maybe my monsy drop and i think too much that God was talking to me. But right, i cannot find the rest and so He say again this time you have 45cent and still not 55cent. i want to you to trust in Me that i can lead you and you can take the bus. i was sure it was Him. This is my second chance. and so i did it. i put in 45cent and tell the uncle truefully that i don't have and He say ok nvm. i was like WAHHH like that ahh heng heng hahas. i was grateful to Him that He helped me and i learned three things
1. If you want to follow His plans, Listen to Him and don't doubt
2. If you miss one chance you have to wait for another and it is not that glorifying as the first one.
3. He answers prayers x)
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