♥' Saturday, January 26, 2008
To love the unlovable
to touch someone else heart by kind deeds
to impact the world for Him
also to cherish my friends beside me
just tell me wad i have change i may act weird
but heys i reflect on it x)
derek thank you
i may like siao siao de cause i was disappointed
but i figured out no use dwelling in it it just a waste of time
girls i will treat u guys well and better
sorry if u felt i neglected u guys but i really will try again since u guys wanted to be back.
but if i separate u guys dun blame me i cant afford to take risk any more
deb thank you dunno why i suddenly love you alot hahs
crystal! out with u is crazy and nice!
yan yan ILY
lets take for zhe LOL
sherm hehehehs dun so stresss
mabel remember our date hahs LOL
steady steady bom bi bi hahs
angel, let see our faces on screen
retards and 2e2 I MISS AND LOVE YOU!!!!!!!
peishan
Blogged @ 10:13 PM
♥' Thursday, January 24, 2008
Hellos
i guess i love 3e4 alot more now.
i find the sense of belonging already hahas.
many people and blessing in my class! x))
jia yous 3e4'08!
and i took photo with angel and barry at last! hahs using my new phone too.
i guess this year the Lord really bless me with alot of things
loves! i like my class!
zealot2 and retards not to be forgotten! LOVES
Blogged @ 3:44 AM
♥' Thursday, January 17, 2008
I am tired, physically and mentally.
Guys/Gals Pray for me to continue and not give up.
i have had enough of nonsense created by u my girl.
wad crap wad hell wad freaking lame reasons u give each and every time
am i like ur freaking servant? i super angry and on the verge of giving her up already
help me guys/gals
i need Him and He ask me not to give up but its hard. i do blame Him
why when i could let go and bring her back once again? i do blame but Lord i know you have a plan for everything, i am soo gonna listen to u. but i alone i can't help me Lord. Help me pray. Let disappointment be changed to love.
i am off to ignite conference hopefully He will speak to me LOADS! x))
i love HIM!
Blogged @ 11:26 PM
♥' Wednesday, January 16, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY JIE JIE MABEL LIM XIN YI!!!!!!!
i feel so freaking evil lahh.
what stupid attitude problems that i have just cant be stop?
RAHHHS! S-A-T-A-N u get this right. I am going to control it no matter wad.
i know that i have God and a bunch of darlings to help me. exp dear and heart heart
yeahs so tell u what, this will not be a foothold i my live for u to trip me over. so shuddup and stop tempting me. i dun want to be fall into temptation and sin. its evil of u do u know tht. Thanks deb for ur forgiveness its sweet. x)
i learn something today: friends are sweet memories and people that can help you. mix with the right person though. i have a bunch of goody pals! Deb,Sherm,Mabel,Angel,Huiwen,Jingyi,Jiamin,Janis,Crystal,NgaiFong<3 they are sweet alrights! retards thank you!
changing of class its ain't bad, cause can also challenge our ture friendship! i want this relationship for decades and decades. Dear Lord, i pray for this relationship to never break for i know i cant find even more greater friends then them. i miss the talkings with deb,mabel,huiwen,janis,jingyi yes! i am obsessed with them crazily in love with them.
New year's resolution should be up!:
1.Get my r/s with Him super good!
2.Deon jac and wanping well taught and fed
3.Deon coming back to church.
4.more time with retards and Zealot2.
5.More time with my disciples
6.Cope well with work.
7.Be a blessing but not a burden to ppl.
8.More time with family.
9.Smile more and chase my attitude problem away.
10.love her even when it hard to.
Deb, can go ur house this sat again? hahs LOl.
Blogged @ 3:18 AM
♥' Friday, January 11, 2008
Today i had a great time with 7 retards members
Janis!JingYi!Mabel!Deborah!shermin!huiwen!<3
Sweet lil ones i adore! then had study/stoneing withe Alex(disturbing king),Deb(DEAR!)
Shermin(sweetheart!!!) sweet lahh arrr hahas. sorry deb hahs but will try to fulfill ur last wishes hahs LOL.
3.5 years and yet Judas gave up on Him. I will try. yupp for i want to love you. i guess He would not want me to give up on you too.
Jia yous bahh. i want free time! hahas. i want sleep till late late!! hahas.
this are dreams hard to achieve already.
My throat is super pain.!!!! HELP ME! hahas
RETARDS LETS TAKE PHOTO SOON! i miss you all lahh! hahas
zealot 2 i need support from u all now. to do the things i ought to do. JIAYOUS!
no more last year dumbness. i want a new start.
Lord lead and use me to move her and for her to experience you. let my love for her rise again.
let love take away my disappointment.
i need you but you were quiet. i needed ur support. but i got u emo but
anws its alright DEB thanks u nv fail to lighten up my day. i did not forget all those moments exp TUES x) 50 next time ar hahs thanks dear ILY
Blogged @ 8:23 AM
♥' Thursday, January 10, 2008
Hellos i am back to blog yeah hahas
i figured out my class is nice. i miss the camp alot
retards i am like so wanting u lahh! exp all 8 of u hehs yupps
all i want is just to have a break. yupps i am soon going to fall sick
who want buy liang cha for me? hahs LOl kiddings anws saturdays are loved
Blogged @ 9:29 PM
♥' Saturday, January 5, 2008
HELLOS!
i am back from camp lahhh ahahs. 3e4 totally is cute!
yeahh i like the camp alot so do i finally know i love zealot2 alot alot hahas.
saz jacq naz! whees~! sweet trainers that i would not and dun want to forget hehs!
i had alot of my first time at the camp hehs! hahas
challenge pole kayaking slide and alot of things la. i begin to like my class more
but i still miss 2e2 la!!!! i cant forget hahs.!
i decided to leave it all to You Lord for this is wad You said. if u did ur best, I will do the rest. i trust in You and i will set my new year resolution soon hehs
Miss Ng Mrs Phua trainers and 3e4 thank u for the encouragements i has real fun! x)
i love all zealot2 n retards! hehs
Peishan wants to tell that u guys are loved dearly
Blogged @ 6:38 AM