♥' Saturday, January 31, 2009
I am afraid of what is going to happen. Slap me if I really do so. Its like, I falling into a trap and it will be tough to get out of it. I am trying. I wish I have suspected it before, but its not too late yet. =D Loves...
When missing becomes a routine
Blogged @ 11:14 AM
♥' Sunday, January 25, 2009
I have a testimony to share, I don't know how many living souls will be reading my blog but I still want to give glory to God.
24/1/09
I had flag day from the morning till the afternoon. Was tiring but yet when you feel your tin getting fuller and fuller, there is a sense of satisfaction. But at the same time being ignored feeling was not good at all. Hahs. But of course this is not the testimony.
Ok, so here it goes,
I went home we the things that my mum wanted me to get that day but I cannot get one item, so I got scolded my mother and had to go and get it for her again as it was the same location but different shop. I purchased the item and went home. Her temper had yet to subside. Thus I had to help her in whatever she needed, after that it was already 4.30. I saw my long touched guitar and God prompted me, play Me a song of worship. I was pondering, then Lord, can I go to Your temple courts? He said yes if you have faith in Me. I sang songs that I usually do and went out. In my heart I told myself, with faith as small as a mustard seed can move mountains. I asked my mum and she sort of fu yan-ed me but without hesitation I went. Yeah! He allowed me to go and soften my mum's heart. I am super happy lah! =DDD With God all things are possible. I gain alot in sermon too! of course this new year weight will be gained too hahas.
Oh ya, I saw Alvin Ng! =D Yes i owe you mega spicy still! hahas =D
Something sweet happen. Super happy!!!!! =DDDDD
Blogged @ 3:03 AM
♥' Friday, January 23, 2009
People, my computer is super idiotic now. I can only upload either the window messenger or the internet explorer. Super irritating. I won't be online unless my brother manages to fix my computer or reformat this computer. Yeah, so people dun miss me. I will upload my blog often I guess, since nowadays school seems like a insurance agency, where we are the agent busy in getting the quotas or we will get scolded. Life seems like a mockary. Rushing for this so much, we can only see the outcome after we put in the effort. Just imagine you die tomorrow or something, then why have we put in so much in studies? I am all stress-up and my surroundings ain'nt making me better. Shit stuffs pile up again and again. I am exhausted already.
Seeing people one by one rising while I am still stagnant, this feeling totally sucks.
Falling into the hands of the world.......
Blogged @ 7:17 AM
♥' Wednesday, January 21, 2009
- Roses are red,
- Violets are blue,
- Sugar is sweet;
- And so are you
- How many times does this kind of cheesy poem causes us to fall into a vicious cycle over and over again. Ok, maybe not me. But it hurts me so. Why? We are not stupid, we are not like having a super small brain or something. Why does guys have the liberty to hurt us so much. Why does the guys have the right to hurt us so deeply while they flirt their way around. They treat us as a substitution. They rather send time with their friends than you. They rather play with their PSP than to spend their time with you. Then why commit that they want to be with you yet not trying their best to be with you. Are guys even much harder to understand than girls? Or is it so that guys of this 20th century are such jerks. Maybe what adriana said is true. Guys=Junks. Guys treat you like a new game? They play you and once they understand you and somehow break all the levels, they keep you one side, once they feel bored they take you out to play once again. My verdict, guys treat everything they see as a game. Ok, there might be some out there sweet and nice. I am writing in the my point of view from what I see around me. But I got to say, 4e4 and zealot do have nice and sweet-loving guys =D
Blogged @ 2:39 AM
♥' Sunday, January 18, 2009
WHAT MORE CAN I SAY BUT TO SAY : I LOVE YOU
When the flowers fade .When the wind stops blowing.
When the world seems to be rip into pieces.
There is a hand telling you to hold on.
He wants to bring you to a place of warmth.
He wants to tell you that He loves you even more than anyone else.
When we thought He went off without us, He says no, I am beside you always.
Never forsaking.
He knows the tears we shed He knows the agony I had.
He knows me much more than I know myself.
He is the reason I am here.
I want to glorify Him in everything I do.
I want to wake up and start to seek His kingdom before anything else.
Cheer up my darlings. It may be a tired and stressful year for you.
Just remember He is there, I am here.
I will stand by you. =D
Blogged @ 11:54 PM
♥' Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Its because of you guys I am blessed. Because of our weakness and strength that brought us together. I am the peishan I am because of you guys. Pardon my temper. I am feeling so hard to control. But I will. I would let the evil one take hold of me. =D Retards I love you all. Many many. =D You are the reason I smile.
Blogged @ 4:12 AM
♥' Friday, January 2, 2009
I have learn through the hard way to cherish what I have in my hands and not letting them slip past my hands. Maybe I have known it too late. But I am missing those that I have lost, so much. Friends that I have lost contacts and of cause my relatives that ain't close or that have already been gone. I have learn so much but is it already too late?
I want to plan my resolution for 2009 soon soon........
Blogged @ 7:51 AM