♥' Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Okies i went blog hoping and saw many people's blog.
yeahs! some are really encouraging. Guys, pray for shermin lihong and those that are sick. this tells me that i am strong! hehs! i was feeling ill on the day i came back but thanks to GOD i am not ill lah! hahs.
I was wondering if i could control myself as there is a fruit of the spirit that is self control! Now i know i can for nights i pray and when i do something, He will prompt me if its right or wrong. the feeling is great. for i just have to follow Him and all things are ok! x) i used to think He is so mighty *shunshuns* but after reading siewling lend me de captivating i know that He even calls us darling. He called me dear too. so sweet lah!
Yupps i know that He really loves me. He lets me experience Him so that my faith for Him could even grow stronger. i know i have an awesome God i know that when i die i will walk through the narrow walk way.
Yes Yes what about u all? i have a awesome Christmas gift from Him. so that my life will be not spend in no meaning. He is the reason i live. what about u guys? do u all have a meaning in living your live or do u just waste it away? if u do waste it away, why not join me in knowing Him. He is the best thing u can have in your live. With Him ur live is sooooo nice laaaa! x))
I want to be a living testimony for people around me. my dream is no longer impossible with Him. Then again He asked me this, Peishan what if i dun give u what u want. what if u want to be a guitarist but i want u as a drummer will u still love me? Lord i am telling you, YES i am willing to abide it.
i see people passionate about their stuffs. e.g clothes? hand phones. and everything u can see. people are passionate about it. i was wondering if they can change their passionate to Him how great can that be. when i see myself loving Him so much and some of them idling their time away, it breaks my heart so much.
i want my girls to grow but, i dun see them calling in. JASMINE JACQUELINE DEON! JIA YOUS push on for HIM! dun waste ur time on useless things. JIA YOUS i really do love u all and i dun want ur all to waste time. yes i love you all girls
Blogged @ 5:50 AM
♥' Saturday, December 22, 2007
THIS LIFE IT MAYBE THOUGH BUT LORD I AM GOING TO WALK FOR YOU.
I HAVE BROTHERS AND SISTERS WITH ME SO I SHALL NOT BE AFRAID ANYMORE.
I HAD A GREAT TIME KNOWING PEOPLE TODAY AND TALKING TO PEOPLE AIN'T CLOSE.
TO LEAVE MY COMFORT ZONE THATS WHAT I NEED TO WORK ON. HELP ME LORD. I KNOW YOU WILL
AND THANK YOU LORD FOR TODAY!
*LOVES~! AND THANKS FOR THE HANDSHAKES AND BAO BAOS I REALLY LOVE YOU ALL
MERRY CHRISTMAS~ I LOVE YOU ALL
HUIWEN! I MISS YOU! JEAN! NEXT WEEK! HAHHAS
OH YA I GOT MY THE DREAM PHOTO! ITS SUPER NICE CAUSE I AM CUTE =.=''' HAHS KIDDING WAIKAT MICHELLE SAB LEO ROGER. U ALL LOOK GOOD AND GOOD! HAHSA I MISS MY FRIENDS AND I LOVE YOU ALL. EXP BLACKTRIBE AND RETARDS *loves!
JIAYOUS MY FRIENDS
Blogged @ 9:32 AM
♥' Friday, December 21, 2007
my friends i betta u miss me =.=''' hahs
i had Yi camp and GOD thank you for everything in my life. u answered my prayers to let me experince You. yes in a freaking but GOOD WAY!!!! x)) i knew what pastor matt meant. after i experinced You. its like AHHHHS thank you LORD. i had funny answers in me experincing You and Lord i bet they will know they soon will experince You! x)) the feeling is indescribeable. i could just sit in Your presence and dwell in it Lord. i am crying out for lost souls for they need You as much as i need You in y life.
without You in my life, i feel so empty and i used to randomly spend my life away but now, my saturdays are so nice and meaningful x)). CHURCH! YOUR TIME YOUR DAY! You asked me this Q: Peishan, last year, u too experinced Me but You wanted so much to backslided. Would you too this year?
Me: NO LORD!!!
HE:Are you sure my girl?
Me: YES!
He: Are you really sure?
Me: YES! why are You asking me so many times? don't You know i hate to leave You Lord
He: Peishan, i ask u these many times for you had wanted to backslide so many times and i wanted you to confirm of your doubts.
i thought of peter. Lord also madee Him say that he love Him thress time just as the way he denied Christ.
He works in a wonderful way that i don't know but i will follow. x) I am encouraged in the camp. Deb, u ran back to Him x) we all had a sprirtual break through and 13 of us through the pen line x)
Today i cried out for lost souls and i am happy for at long last i am hungering for lost souls again. x) nobody said i am different but i will change for them to know that i have a true and living and changing life GOD! He makes all things possible.!
the rain to stop, me to experience Him, for me to love Him deeply again. SO NICE! i love HIM! hahs. for me to forget about strong holds. YES NOTHING IS IMPOSSBLE FOR YOU! in the camp i also made new friends x))
and i am so encouraged by people around me. shermin, sab, deb, natalie, jac, yijie, leo, DEREK,daryl,josh, LIANGZHI,JULIA,KEN QUAK,SIEWLING,GIDEON,MICHELLE,waikait(talk more ahahs),JEAN&DRU! yea sweet peoples that made my day in camp and last but not least HIM!!! GOD He is my all He is my everything.
Today i thought to myself in the bus as i was singing songs to God. What if next time i am sing: i am not ashame of the gospel and some one behind me knows it and the whole bus starts to sing. xO won't it be nice? This can be accomplish if me and you brothers and sisters in Christ starts to start sharing yea just one a day thats all is needed HEY ARE WE IN THIS TOGETHER? i am in this i am gonna try it may be hard but i am gonna try it. yes Lord all for You. more of You less of me. *loves~!
Blogged @ 9:40 AM
♥' Friday, December 14, 2007
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i miss blogging hahs. BUSY LA! working! but super sianx lo hahas.
now my neck super ichty hash JAC u pass to me de hahs. LOLX
i am missing church and tomo is the day! hohos!
I AM BLACK =.=''' hahs, I AM FROM THE BLACK TRIBE THE WINNING TRIBE YES! hahs
YI CAMP!
hahs Lord thanks for the beautiful things u implant in my life even when i was not in church. Thank you for Jean & Roger for the msges sent to me x)) sweet sweet.
Deb , Sherm , mabel, Huiwen , Jing yi, JAnis, Roger , jean,ANGEL!,jiamin!! i miss u all hahs. TOUCHED? lol hahs
yupps LORD wad u have done cant be replace. THOSE PRAYERS THAT U ANSWERED THANKS!!!!!!!!
*loves~!
Blogged @ 9:39 AM
♥' Tuesday, December 4, 2007
heys hahas at last i am here to update hahas busy laaa. hahas i misss my friends larhx hahas working makes me miss them hohos.
later i going to fetch the xiao boy. ahahas. and yays at last, we are going to watch enchanted la!!! at last hahas. and i also want watch alvin and the chipmunk hahas. so cute la! makes me think of keith keith hahas lol. i shalll post his photo another day. he is a cute lil child hahas i miss him arrr... amanda and samantha ar... misses~! him too arrr. rahhx. killing me la! hahs. i sought out my thoughts le x)) hohos takiiecares my friend i miss you guys hohos. feel free to ask me out ar. i will de x))
Blogged @ 5:24 PM