♥' Saturday, September 29, 2007
i was able to go to church and i am extremely happy for God answer my prayer though i could not stay for the sermon. i learnt alot today also x)) i know wads the meaning of spirit free. i dunno how i got the thought. it was really sudden larhx. i was like praising God and this phrase suddenly came into my mind. i know God implanted this into my mind. though i was rebellious towards Him. i counted all the things He blessed me IT WAS SO MUCH. too much to count x)).
He is awesome and This word*awesome* is to God alone only for its a word i want to say it for Him my special Father in my heart. Though many times i wanted to give up , was pulled down by super loads of things. But i am now okies x)). God implanted many people to give me support. might not be actions but equally touched x).
yes yes i shall not let anything pull me away from God anymore. Lord lead me to ur agenda thats all i pray for.
i want to have a closer r/s with U. i want to teach my disciple into ur agenda. i want them all rooted in u. in studies i want results to glorify u. in families i want to be a lamp to shine. in ministry i want to spent time with members.
i am scared for many backslided. maybe i don't show but i am scared. i hope that i can account myself to God. i want to love Him with my mind strength soul.
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