♥' Wednesday, October 17, 2007
I HAVE DECIDED.~!
tomo not to go to school. For i dunno, i am so far from God. i decided to spent tomo with Him intimately. yes yes Rahhs. i really hope to build on this relationship
i was pondering. if i had glorified God, but He just prompts me to glorify Him even further. but i lack courage again & again. yupp but NO MORE hehs. okies since i said that i shall post on it x)).
Derek asked me to do prayer walk & pray on education&market places. i didnt understand but i just prayed on wad i knew. the thing i prayed for HAPPEN but i didnt even noe =.=''' hehs. Derek asked for us to meet up on wed & thought that immediately came was;HUHS!!!!! can not on wed a not? Wa lao my cca just started nia lehx. then like tat can stay in cca mehx? why why why?? hahs yes this is wad i thought.
Then on mon. i was on my way to my mama work place to work. then i spent time with God when i was in bus. & ask Him regrading this matter. He said:JUST GO. Then i said to myself: YES! i will go kick out so wad, I DON't care le~!!!! Then on wed li yan said: Peishan, this week & next week no cca cause teacher got course. i was like WOW~!!!
i thanked God on the spot hehs. AMAZING is'nt? so proud to be His child.
also He speak to me so mani stuffs on mon.
& i finally realized something & have this belief even stronger. it that; when u are alone, its a great time to spend time with God & He speaks even clearer. & so i wanted tomo to be onli me& myself at home OFCOURSE GOD too hahs & maybe i would have a walk around my neighbourhood. to listen yes a prayer walk thats wad i desire x)). i was envious of Andy larhx yes ong chee peng hahs. he could walk to orchard for his walk with God at night & alone. i was like WOW~!!! i want to but mama don't let. hahs. BUT... i shall do it in the afternoon then hehs. since my holidays are here. yupps tomo is a must! cause i feel so afraid of losing Him. i cannot do it in school. i feel so distracted with the world x((. LORD I DESIRE FOR U~!!!
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