♥' Friday, December 21, 2007
my friends i betta u miss me =.=''' hahs
i had Yi camp and GOD thank you for everything in my life. u answered my prayers to let me experince You. yes in a freaking but GOOD WAY!!!! x)) i knew what pastor matt meant. after i experinced You. its like AHHHHS thank you LORD. i had funny answers in me experincing You and Lord i bet they will know they soon will experince You! x)) the feeling is indescribeable. i could just sit in Your presence and dwell in it Lord. i am crying out for lost souls for they need You as much as i need You in y life.
without You in my life, i feel so empty and i used to randomly spend my life away but now, my saturdays are so nice and meaningful x)). CHURCH! YOUR TIME YOUR DAY! You asked me this Q: Peishan, last year, u too experinced Me but You wanted so much to backslided. Would you too this year?
Me: NO LORD!!!
HE:Are you sure my girl?
Me: YES!
He: Are you really sure?
Me: YES! why are You asking me so many times? don't You know i hate to leave You Lord
He: Peishan, i ask u these many times for you had wanted to backslide so many times and i wanted you to confirm of your doubts.
i thought of peter. Lord also madee Him say that he love Him thress time just as the way he denied Christ.
He works in a wonderful way that i don't know but i will follow. x) I am encouraged in the camp. Deb, u ran back to Him x) we all had a sprirtual break through and 13 of us through the pen line x)
Today i cried out for lost souls and i am happy for at long last i am hungering for lost souls again. x) nobody said i am different but i will change for them to know that i have a true and living and changing life GOD! He makes all things possible.!
the rain to stop, me to experience Him, for me to love Him deeply again. SO NICE! i love HIM! hahs. for me to forget about strong holds. YES NOTHING IS IMPOSSBLE FOR YOU! in the camp i also made new friends x))
and i am so encouraged by people around me. shermin, sab, deb, natalie, jac, yijie, leo, DEREK,daryl,josh, LIANGZHI,JULIA,KEN QUAK,SIEWLING,GIDEON,MICHELLE,waikait(talk more ahahs),JEAN&DRU! yea sweet peoples that made my day in camp and last but not least HIM!!! GOD He is my all He is my everything.
Today i thought to myself in the bus as i was singing songs to God. What if next time i am sing: i am not ashame of the gospel and some one behind me knows it and the whole bus starts to sing. xO won't it be nice? This can be accomplish if me and you brothers and sisters in Christ starts to start sharing yea just one a day thats all is needed HEY ARE WE IN THIS TOGETHER? i am in this i am gonna try it may be hard but i am gonna try it. yes Lord all for You. more of You less of me. *loves~!
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