♥' Thursday, August 7, 2008
Today just is not my freaking day. So many lies so many thoughts in mind. I really want to collapse already. Test are just so demoralizing. I feel very very bad. I feel very stress. I really sometimes feel there is a hole to hide. You know today I felt like a freaking dumbass. Haix. Maybe I am just too stupid to be true. My emotions are really like a wave which goes up and down up and down. I hate it. But you know, I sought to seek God. But somehow the Chapter I am reading now demoralize me further. Saul, i guy who do things in his way instead of God's. Lord, am I?
I can smile i can fake i can be a happy person but my heart is stressed up and no one knows. nobody cares.
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