♥' Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Maybe this last year is not as great as it seems.
So many secrets, so many things kept within ourselves so many mixed feelings
I know that we have the right to keep our own secrets.
But it seems like I am not a trustworthy friend anymore, where when wrong?
I rather coop myself the whole holiday than to face all these shit.
I just hope that all these mixed feelings will fade.
Exams are not exactly over and is during this period of time I found out I am being used to draw relationships together. What the hell? Am I a bridge you walk pass and get over to get a boyfriend and that is it? Then please, at least cut me away and let me drop down the sea or something. I hate being used. Twice in a row. What the hell? Is this it? Is this what I am in my eyes of friends? Because I can talk a lot, I can break the ice between you two and spark off a relationship? If this is it then &**&((&*#%$$^^%* off my life. I don need a friend like you. I need friends that cherish and really treat me for who I am, and not just finding me to spark off dates for people I AM NOT A MATCH MAKER. I hope I am wrong in defining your acts because it hurts to be treated like this. Of course I will be great if you two workout but seriously, tell me that you like him first? At least inform me, I will then greatly help you, but this? Not telling despite all these shit? Then no thank you. Dun call me out anymore. Get the hell out of my life. I dun need a friend that dun trust me and dun respect me.
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